Lamar Odom opened up about his feelings toward ex-wife Khloe Kardashian while chatting with Cynthia Bailey and Carson Kressley on Celebrity Big Brother.
The Real Housewives of Atlanta star asked,
"So when you met her, it was just different for you? You just immediately connected with her?" before questioning why they rushed down the aisle after just a month.
Lamar explained that they just knew they wanted to be married before Carson chimed in,
"If anyone could whip up a star-studded 30-day wedding, it's Kris Jenner."
When the laughter subsided, Cynthia remarked,
"When you talk about her, it sounds like she was the love of your life."
And Cynthia isn't wrong. Though Lamar was most recently engaged to Sabrina Parr in 2020, he admitted,
"I've never thought about getting married again... I didn't treat that good woman right."
Odom added that he was a "fool" for how he treated Kardashian in the past but hopes he can make it up to her someday.
In a confessional, he said,
"I would just probably want to take her to dinner. It will be a blessing just to be in her presence. Just to tell her I'm sorry and what a fool I was."
"She has the right to never ever want to see me again for the things I put her through, but time moves on, and people change."
Kardashian and Odom tied the knot in 2009. The pair finalized their divorce in 2016 after the reality star helped Odom recover from a near-fatal overdose at a Nevada brothel one year prior.
Odom faced several cheating scandals throughout their marriage while battling substance abuse issues.